Wow, I thought I got snuck last week, having to think of something to write in a hurry  and only for a ‘short trip’ But this, this epic journey… I don’t even know what to do or where to begin.
 
What could last 10 days? What would be entertaining. I sort of know your schedule, but not well enough to tailor a saucy note with daily rules, or naughty things to do… Will you be exhausted, probably, would you want to do the things I say. Who knows… Fuck-Balls, what to do.
 
Do I remind you daily that I love you?
 
Do I say over and over again, as much as I hate being apart from you, I am proud of you?
 
Do I take 10 different moods of my shaft pics for you to wonder why daily for 10 days?
 
Do I write a song, and see if you can sing what I hear in my head?
 
Do I number these thoughts and say you can only read one a day?
 
Do I remind you how to manage a group of people during a hurricane.
 
Do I wonder why for such a good writer you don’t write me notes anymore?
 
Do I go get what looks like massive body disposal equipment and go under the house a lay a new moisture barrier?
 
Do I not put pressure on myself to do something long-term thinking now, but instead commit to doing something daily? But what time of day, or night?
 
Do I take your Mom out for dinner? ;)
 
I know you would prefer to be home with your babies and oddly heavy blanket, but if your schedule is reasonable there, maybe some stress will be relieved and you can do a workout schedule and a good sleep schedule and dare I say maybe even some down time.
 
One thing I am sure of is when we are apart I miss you greatly. When you are gone, there is a whole empty nest thing. If I’m gone it’s a wishing you were with me. So I guess it’s just a full spectrum missing. I like it when you call, it’s a drop everything moment. I don’t have those for anyone else.
 
Anyway, you do your thing, keep the cats wrangled and your team together. I shall see you soon. I love you.